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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Wed, 03 May 2006 15:18:46 GMT

Theres only 15 days of class left, I want to drop out so bad but with that many days left it would be a stupid idea....

Brittany you Bitch :)

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 17:11:33 GMT

Brittany you know my days been a piece of shit, see you in class tomorrow......

Whole lotta nothin

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 16:01:59 GMT

MY GOD I AM SOOOO TIRED! I am in computer class with brittany we are suposed to be working on slide shows for power point......however I am not....Brittany just "schoffed" at me!!! I dont have much to say really. I saw Derik today, he's still as goofy cute looking as ever, I am really sad that we dont ever talk any more. But any who how, Um both mine and Garretts dvd players are out!!! What am I gonna go for entertainment!!!! We have no cable or sattilite, no dvd player, not even a deck of cards!!!!! I think me and brittany are going to the gym today but I am not sure yet, I would like to get caught up on my math work since I have been skipping class so much. Daniel stay over last night, he might as well move in with me since he leaves his clothes there and movies and any thing else he walks through the door with, lol.

Me and mom are on speaking terms again, which is good I guess because I didnt want to be alone on easter when every one else is with thier familys, garrett has to work that day or I would just stay home with him. Oh I got a letter from my dad over in Iraq, no money like I had hopped but it was still nice to hear from him. Um not alot is going on right now, its very slow, but I will pick up closer to summer. LOL, I prank called Justin at work the other day and asked him how much each movie costs, I had a whole list of them. Its his birthday this weekend, so I guess thathim, garrett, brandy, and I are gonna do something. But I was kinda hoping to go to cali's or big rock friday or saturday night, oh well. Um, I called in sick yestday cause I didnt feel like going to work. Do you ever just feel like saying ok I quit, go fuck yourself, I hate this job? No? Well I DOOOO!!!! Oh well it pays the bills its either that or move out and give up my cell phone which is not happening! I guess I am gonna go for now, class is over.

Monday, April 10, 2006

Mon, 10 Apr 2006 15:39:17 GMT

Hey every one, I am no in computer class. I had a pretty good spring break, not much happened I mostly worked. I did party alittle last saturday. Garrett wanted a bunch of ppl over so he invited a shit load of ppl from DeQueen which turned out bad because the came.....the saw.......the drank all the liquor!!! OK UPDATED, BYE!

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Thu, 30 Mar 2006 15:46:43 GMT

I AM GONNA FAIL MY PSYCHOLOGY TEST!!!! I am taking it in about 10 mins and I have studied yet..... I just havent had the time....ok I will be truthful...I didnt feel like it.... :) Um not much going on in my life, last weekend I went out with friends on both friday and saturday night. I was the DD both nights. Um... I liked the big rock alot, I didnt know anyone there but every one was real nice. Here latly I havent been getting along with my mom, I dunno what thats about, so....um...yea I gotta go because brittany is beside me waiting on me to go to class so peace out, I will type more later.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Wed, 22 Mar 2006 16:24:40 GMT

I am in comp class rights now, this is the only time i am able to get anything done. I am sleep deprived right now.......I spent all last night and this morning watching the first season of "nip tuck". I skipped math today and slept in my truck while brittany went to class. This is pretty fucking sad, I wish I was at home cleaning of sleeping. I stopped taking my meds.....I need to get back on them, anyways, not much to tell. Last weekend was pretty good. Friday night I drove out to cali's then went home. After work saturday, Daniel and Kelsey came over and we watched movies and drank and I got to buzz all of Daniels beautiful hair, HAHAAHHAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh I also got to box all of'em Daniel actually hit me in the face.... I didnt think he would but he did. I was able to get off work for my springbreak week, soooooo.... I am trying to get ppl to go with me to see shavon next weekend, then durning the week, maybe me and garret will go see our familys in Dallas. Ok I have a joke that shows off my crued humor..."What is the meaning of trust?...........One cannable giving another a blow job." Yeah Garret laughed for an hour after that one......anyways I g2g now, bye.

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 17:43:51 GMT

Ok I stole this from shaunta's site and its a rainy day and I am bored!!! :)

100 RANDOM QUESTIONS...

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN A RING?
Yeah from an ex boyfriend

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
9 months

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED:
money from my dad

4. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DROPPED YOUR CELL?
probley 10 times?

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
Thursday me and brittany went for 1 and 1/2

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Gas

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
egg roll with vodka

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Eyes and smile

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG:
easy does it by hot apple pie

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
Arkansas

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?
WHS

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER?
Alltel

13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
Spencer's,

14. LONGEST JOB HELD:
3 years

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
no

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
no

17. LAST WEDDING ATTENDED?
my cousin jennie

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY?
Daniel

19. LAST TIME YOU ATTENDED CHURCH:
It was last year sometime

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
Sonic

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE HEARD?
That Mrs. Thrailkeld did porn

23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
Um we either do for chinese or mc d's

24. CAN YOU COOK?
yes I can

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
2001 ford ranger

26. BEST KISSER?
I hate to say it but seth was pretty good, but so was Jonny

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
2 weeks ago

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
My sense of humor

30. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE RIGHT NOW:
Yeah

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?
10 hours

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Thats a hard question, thats like asking whats your favorite possision......you cant really name one because you like them all......but if I had to name just one it would be Shawsank Redemption

34. CAN YOU SING?
Depends what it is

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
Lynard Sknard

36. LAST KISS?
Last weekend

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
Just Friends

38. THING YOU NEVER LEAVE HOME WITHOUT?
my cell

39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?
Maybe france?

40. DO YOU LIKE CHINESE FOOD?
I LOVEEEEEEE Chinese food

41. HOW BIG IS YOUR BED?
Queen?

42. IS YOUR ROOM CLEAN?
No

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?
desktop

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?
I dunno I like dave chappell alot!

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
yes

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES ON?
With

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
Gin gin my dog

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
Depends on the ppl

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
7

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
pancakes

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
No

52. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
scrambled with cheese

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?
Yes

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My mom

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?
Bruce

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?
Corrina asking me if I was going to the club

57. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING?
McDonald's

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?
5

59. WHAT ARE YOU HEARING RIGHT NOW?
Rain

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC OR SONG?
"I hate thoes ppl who love to tell you money is the root of all that kills, they have never been poor they have never had the joy of a wellfare christmas" - everclear

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR SANDWICH?
I dont like jelly but I like apple butter

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
Yea but I suck at it

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM?
Yeah

64. FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ICE CREAM?
Washington cherry

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
no

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF?
I dont party as much as ppl think I do, I am a real home body.

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?
nope

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
winter

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
the other day when garrett was telling jokes, they were stupid but good!

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
11:00

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?
good excuse to stay inside

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
Never

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?
Tim is the first pet I can remember, I had that cat for 9 years.

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?
well if its jonny deep then I think they are hot

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND:
hang out with friends?

79. WHAT IS THE THIRD LETTER OF YOUR NAME?
I

80. HOW OLD ARE YOUR PETS?
2 and 1

81. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR HANDBAG?
black

82. ARE YOU SICK?
yes I have a cold right now

83. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL?
Yeah

84. IS THE BATHROOM OPEN?
Yeah

85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?
no

86. ARE YOU WATCHING MTV?
No

87. ARE YOU SMILING?
No

88. DO YOU HAVE ON EYELINER?
No

89. ARE YOU A BLONDE?
No

90. DO YOU DREAM IN COLOR?
I dunno

91. DO YOU HAVE A NICE ASS:
I dunno, I mean I have gotten complements and I have also been teased about it

93. WHEN DO YOU WANNA LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY?
Um could you refrase the question like..."do you regret not being a virgin".....then I would answer yes

94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
Holland, I love that name, if I ever have a little girl I am nameing her that.

95.WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?
blue and black?

96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?
Yes

97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?
No

98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?
No

99. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
Yeah

100. IF YOU COULD HAVE 1 THING RIGHT NOW, IT'D BE?
Alot of money so I could pay off my truck and be able to loan garrett money because I know that hes upset about it all the time

Friday, March 10, 2006

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 07:08:44 GMT

It's alittle past 2 a.m and where am I? I am at my mom's house waitting for 5 a.m. to roll around so I can go open the store up which I just closed a few hours ago. I would go to sleep but I am afraid I wouldnt be able to wake up in time. I have college after work so wish me luck on driving home......sorry brittany I know this is my week to drive so if I start to fall asleep just slap me real hard. Um...not much to say really I am barely passing my classes but hey...I am still passing right? maybe this summer I can take some more to get caught up? Well I need a cig, so I will talk to yall ppl later, bye!

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Mar 2006 02:52:57 GMT

I am in one of my down moods. I am at my mom's house right now using her comp. I miss high school sooo much, and I think its like just now hitting me, almost a year after high school! I mean I miss seeing all my friends and ever the ppl I DIDNT LIKE!!! I miss having my first hour free so I could sleep in thoes extra 20 mins, I miss walking into class and listening to shaunta and kelsey fight, seth being a kiss ass to kelsey, watching ashley putting on her make up or listening to tiffany and andrew talk about their weekend. I miss hanging out with my friends at lunch and just sitting on the sidewalk with the sun on my sholders, or sleeping in the floor aile during music. I even miss my poor grades and mr. fain's long ass feild trips! College is great, dont get me wrong, I have made a few friends but no one I talk to out of school (except to derek but he's being an asshole right now). I mainly spend all my time with Brittany since we carpool and have every class together, but you know what, if I didnt have her I think I would be alot sadder. Me and her spend our free time now working out at the gym (which is a breeze for her, my chubby ass keeps on getting kicked by the stair master) and shopping. Me and Garrett (my room mate) had our first real fight last night over him being a pot head and lazy and shit like that and he thinks I am a BITTER person, so fuck him, so what if I am? At least my bitter ass gets the dishes washed, the clothes done, goes grocery shopping and makes dinner, so I can be bitter if I want. but it really makes me think about it all, was I wrong to move out? I mean I really miss my mom alot and all the dogs, and cable tv, lol! But I love living on my own too much and have too much pride to move back home, plus, what would that say about me, I mean in September I am going to be 20 and I cant hack it alone? I dunno ..... maybe I just need to get a place of my own close to my mom, there I will just compramize (sp?). Anyways, I am tired since I worked and did the whole college thing today, so I guess I am going home and going to bed, so I can start the same old shit tomorrow.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 16:10:42 GMT

What else can I say I live the life of a college student.....I am poor.... On the bright side, Friday night my friends came over and we drinked and talked about "good 'ole days" well Terry did alot of that. I didnt go into work Saturday I wasnt feeling good.... I think that pissed Sheila off, oh well I was sick! Sunday I cleaned the house up some... I had to actually wash the dishes by hand since I ran out of dish washing deturgent.....I have not done that since I moved out. Derek if you ever happen to read this, your an ass for being such a jerk on the phone! Anyways, I am in comp. class so I got to go now, talk to yall later.